Thursday 28 August 2014

Waffly Hello x





First Meeting

They had been talking for months online just general chatting getting to know each other maybe the occasional flirty conversation. Then one day something changed in the way they chatted she saw a caring side not that she had never seen this side of him but that he could possibly care for her this was new, different and she liked it. For him there was just something about her he wasn't sure what but he liked the way it made him feel. 

Their conversations went further than friendly flirting they swapped photos she hates doing this always worried and self conscious.  She liked what she saw of him he had friendly eyes and the way he positioned the camera meant he was looking down to her with a smile on his face this made her instantly twitch and smile.

A few weeks went by they spoke everyday about what they both enjoyed in their respective roles of a D/s relationship. They always agreed they would be honest with each other, this is key upfront and be honest. Those first tentative phone calls where she heard his voice she melted often and as they became more relaxed around each other, the more heated the conversations became. The first time he ordered her to cum on the phone she wasn't sure she could do it for him or for herself, she wanted to, needed to but to let go but to let him hear her was huge for her ......... He encouraged her to let go that she needed it, he wanted it and he commanded it.......

Weeks passed they talked about anything and everything she came and so did he. Then one day they talked about meeting they both longed for the physical connection of skin to skin contact. They matched their busy schedules and the date was set. He instructed her what she was to wear, he booked the room there was the agreement coffee and chat first but if it felt right they could move things on. As the day approached nerves grew including his he felt comfortable with her to tell her this they both agreed honesty after all no facades just them.

Times were set and the day came she was nervous they spoke the night before this helped slightly but despite her nerves she was keen to meet and felt under no pressure that meeting meant things had to happen. She dressed according to his instructions and despite her concerns on self image when she was ready she felt pretty good about herself and give herself a little smile in the mirror and she set off.

He told her when she arrived she was to message him and he would tell her where to meet him he arrived ahead of her he'd rather be early than late. She parked her car she messaged him, he texted her back and told her she needed to head to a certain location she smiled at her phone thinking this sounded vague and wondered what it could mean. She asked a passerby for directions and made her way to meet him. She arrived at the location she scanned the area trying to find him in the crowded street she looked at the landmark he told her to head for did he mean she was to go in? She looked at her message from him no he definitely said head for it not enter it.... She smiled to herself again and thought ok maybe there is more directions to come she had to message him again somehow she knew calling was not part of his plan.

She messaged him with simply 'I'm here' .. he replies 'I know. I'm watching you. scared. Xx' That last bit 'scared' she knew was a statement not a question and the kisses on the end softened the feeling yet her heart was racing she was smiling to herself she loved the game and knew from right there she was going to be his at least for the next 24 hours... and replied simply 'Mhmm' ... Him 'You look good. Slowly turn around. I want to see all of you xx.' She did this knowing he was there he could see her she couldn't see him there was a 4 way junction he could be anywhere watching her .... She slowly turned around she couldn't see him she needed to see him then she remembered he paid her a complement it was only polite she thanked him.... She slowly turned again typing 'Thank you xx'. His message came and as she read it 'I like what I see. Can you find me?' She saw him and simply replied 'Yes' and looked directly at him. She was so turned on at that moment and he knew it too from their previous conversations he knew so much about her already.

She walked over to him he smiled back at her leaned forward to kiss her on the cheek put a reassuring arm around her and simply said ... 'Coffee?'..... The 24 hours that followed they loved every minute and she could just be....

Fact, fiction or both? Thank you for reading xx

Friday 22 August 2014

Chastity

I was having a discussion with someone today about wearing a chastity belt for an unspecified amount of time but within a month time frame. The idea is I wear a chastity belt and then send the keys by post to someone and they hold on to them and post them back to me within the month but I won't know when.

I personally find this uncomfortably hot and also a little scary keys out there unable to get hold of them you know in case of emergency ... explain that in a car accident for example?!

I think it would need lots of careful consideration of course but in theory I like the idea I have no idea why?

Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated....

Thursday 14 August 2014

Mixed up Munchie

I have been through some pretty major changes the past few months and all of which have made me a lot happier but some have also been very painful too (not the nice pain). 

I don't regret anything that has brought me here today I wish I could change and do things differently but on the whole I'm at the point I can say I'm okay. 

I have been having lots of fun and sometimes I question this fun what does it say about me and what do people think? Then I think does it matter what people think I'm not hurting anyone I don't switch after all ;)

I think because I have had my wings clipped for so long suffocated almost now I can explore myself be myself be happy I guess.

Only a few people have known the old me and the new me. I'm so different to how I was a year to eighteen months ago I'm more confident happy and starting to learn to have self worth. 

This is quite a rambling post but I just needed to put it out there I guess. 

Friday 8 August 2014

Friday night!

Settling down to an evening of Sauvignon Blanc and new toys. This week I decided to treat myself and revamp the toy drawer and it's led to a pretty happy Munchie. 

This evening there was lots of indulgence and a definitely a huge smile on my face even if somewhat sore ;)

I was thinking though how your boundaries and limits move the more you explore and get to know your own body, and let go of perceived rights and wrongs about enjoying sex ;) *gasp* I even said enjoying sex is that even allowed? 

Busy Bee!

I've had an interesting few days meeting friends for lunches and drinks it's been a good relaxing time.

Had a little bit of fun, relaxing and recuperating but I'm starting to wonder if having fun is the right thing to be doing? Should I be behaving, being serious, being sensible or is it ok to be having as much fun as safely possible?

Feeling a little philosophical this evening if that's the right word or maybe reflective. Think I will be spending time thinking things over the next few days.



Tuesday 5 August 2014

First Contact.

Taking that first plunge from messaging to a phone call is often a scary moment hmm maybe not scary but definitely can make or break a connection I think. 

He messages 'you ready to chat?' Me (eeeeeek) 'yes of course' 

Anyway I go to a pile of gooey shy mess he loves it of course and lets me know how he likes the shy side. He also knows I maybe shy but I am very playful and so takes the opportunity to be suggestive and 'play' with me a little.

We have a fab time getting on chatting in a relaxed way if somewhat a little apprehensive and when he used his Dom voice this sent me to jelly... Wistful happy thoughts and a very relaxing and stress relieving late night conversation.

I love chatting, I love voices and accents this could possibly be a fetish for me who knows :o)

Deep Heat.

He messages me 'you home now?' I had just got in he said ok you need to wear these things for me ..... I agree of course, we'd planned an evening's entertainment involving deep heat. I have never used this well I have just not there before.

He double checks I'm still happy to go through with it I am and after a little encouragement it's on. Initially I thought oh this is easy then it kicked in .....oh my!! Nothing like I have ever felt before it was intense and wow......( A little while later *winks*)....He then said wax would be good fun now... So being a fan of wax how could I not take the hint.

I lit the candle and we chatted a little until it was ready, then he said pour it slowly over your clit squeaking and moans came from that followed by further instructions...A pleasant evening! 



Monday 4 August 2014

Punishment or Funishment

So apparently cumming without permission is a bad thing. After a day of being tormented over what was going to happen the evening came....

I'm to put my new rope skills to practise and tie a rope around my pussy with long ties hanging down. He had already instructed me to keep the paint tins handy. I was to attach the rope to the heaviest tin and lift for as long as I could. I lasted 3 minutes.... Then he is in control telling when to lift and when to lower and my hands are to be locked behind my head.. Pain and pleasure mixed but not forgetting I also had edged 13 times on this day.

This continued for what seemed like forever then he told me stop and praised my efforts. He then teased he loves to tease does Mr Fun! He asked is there anything I've forgotten knowing I desperately want to cum I reply I don't know to which he replies oh yes spank your breasts!! I'm obedient and grateful he can not hear me!! 

After a few minutes I ask for what I want I am granted my orgasm but of course being me one is not enough. I'm then to persuade him to allow me another there a certain things I struggle to say and he loves 'making' me I go there it's not enough he wants more...

He then gives me a set of instructions how to position myself and with what and tells me he's off to the walk the dog while I 'think' but he will contact me for an update on my thoughts... This turned in to a very fun way to end a frustrating day.

Sunday 3 August 2014

Day 9 of The Game

Another day but not a spade hahahaha poor Mr Fun ;)

7 of clubs and that was done straight away. 

Now king of Diamonds this is making Mr Fun smile a little and he's making use of the opportunity to torment ;)

Well 13 edges has made it a hot sticky day but the game is now over. I hope those of you that have read along have enjoyed it as much as I and Mr Fun have ;)

Husky boo!





Punishment thoughts

Now I know this is pretty rude but I fell asleep mid conversation. I was tired but I didn't realise how tired I was....

This then led to message in the morning explaining that falling asleep was not a good idea. Following on from this was a day of alternating between plug and clamps for an hour at a time between 9 and 5. Good job I wasn't at work! Tough day but it was accomplished.

Saturday 2 August 2014

Day 8 of The Game

Well last night he messages me and says this orgasm is to be however you'd like it. So I naturally ask and the last? He replies well that would be telling!

I make use of my new batteries and I receive a message once you've cum no more touching... 

I play, a long play, I cum. I then contact him he starts to chat with me knowing this will be driving me insane as I want to know, no need to know what he has in store for me. He then sets about tormenting and teasing me and it's all a bit of a blur now as he was very kind and let me have a bonus orgasm, such a lucky girl. One of my tasks this week is to learn some rope skills, so last night he shows me exactly why I've been learning them to hold plugs and vibes in place with no knickers ... Playing with fun could get a little dangerous now ;) 

So today's card is a 5 of hearts ... Not one spade has been drawn I think he's a little disappointed by this lol..... I was right too I get to play again tomorrow in the hope of a spade hahahahaha


So I came in various ways throughout the day and saved the last 2 for evening time... A good way to sleep.. Had a lovely chat with Mr Fun (his name I've decided) we talked about toys and the upcoming week... No instructions tonight but plenty of guide from the side and wow! But unfortunately Munchie was greedy asked for another and went ahead anyway before I got the yes :o/ punishment for another day. 

Friday 1 August 2014

Shopping etc

Shopping can sometimes be a boring task unless it's fun girlie shopping involving lunch with wine but when you're talking toilet cleaner much less fun.

So on this day when I was given a way to make my trip more interesting I grabbed it with both hands or I should say I filled both holes lol. To go shopping plugged and with love balls oh my god I did not last very long at all one shop, then a visit to a bathroom to cum. I knew I had to go home but there was a rule when I returned to my car I was to remove the balls and clean them using my mouth before my journey home! The excitement, anticipation and the risk of getting caught was huge but of course like a good girl I accomplished this task.

Home more chat asked how many shops I didn't visit I foolishly messed about and said 1 as it was to be a spank for every shop missed .... He said ok add a 0 to make it 10 I had to fess up it was 4 hmm this was a 0 added too but but made up now of 20 to the pussy and 20 to each butt cheek. 

I am to remain as feasibly as possible collared and leashed and crawling for the rest of the day and back to no knickers. This should keep me busy.

Moral of the story careful for what you wish for and he may be just a bit of fun he's certainly inventive and likes to keep me ..... moist. 

M x 


Day 7 of The Game

Nearly the end of the game as my game partner is returning from holiday ..... Today is the 6 of hearts xx

Well a very busy and moist day for Munchie... It's now 21.10 and I've had four of my orgasms. I'm now going to settle down to pleasant evening of 2 more orgasms with my new batteries and one or two of my favourite toys.